ChriSt RuLeSs...

2007-07-05T05:28:00.001-07:00

today was tiring-o- i dun think i know why..had lots of maths work.had dinner with family just now..thank God no one started quarrelling.
i dunno wat happened, but my house seemed to have become some battlefield..
like a war can start anytime =/
oh wells, read some people's blogs today..
many people in our school arent happy eh? and can i still be in spite of all these?
these things that stressed people up or strained relationships..
hais i guess its just part of growing up.
but why? why so many unhappy things?
our sec 3 level have become much quieter..those happy faces i saw everyday werent there anymore.
can i see them smile again?

praying about it will work..i think.

2007-06-23T07:59:00.001-07:00

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CALLin..

2007-06-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

tiring day mann..awww.went to school at 8.wasnt free until like 6 plus in the evening =.= hahahhas.sian =S
just did my qt..God reminded me of SOME things(: hahahhs.
you know,when our troubles are so complex and overwhelming that we dunno wat to do or we dunno wat to ask for, just be assured that the holy spirit will help us in our weakness,praying for us with groanings too deep for words ^^

wahor!sounds chim eh? geeez..BUT BUT BUT i understand! and..my soul is anchored with stability just to know that MY DEARESST FATHER IN HEAVEN in praying for me 24-7! when i feel lonely, rejected, misunderstood or taken advantgae of, i know that He has went through it before and felt it all..

love you daddy<3

2007-06-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

Heavenly Father, just wanna apologise for thinking you are not enough for me.sorry for slapping your hands and by saying,"what you've given me isn't enough,God.Nice try. You promised to be all i need, but you're just not meeting my expectations." sorry Lord for those times when i want things when i know i cannot have..Lord,i just want you.your joy..your peace,your fullness and friendship-that's enough for me?

2007-06-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

i finally realised..just a few days before, tat deep inside my heart there's still a special place reserved just for that one and only.i didnt know or even realised..i thought there were only memories left, thought that the feelings were overcomed by time. why did that day happen mann? i just wonder if i didnt turn up that day, things wouldnt be like tat now..i would perhaps still be in the dark tat my heart left a place empty without me knowing.

2007-05-16T06:00:00.001-07:00

muHahHAHAHAHAHAHH!
no more exams!!!!
yay !! =D hahahh no worries anymore.WHEEEEEEE~
except for..results ): hahahh.
nvm..cant be bothered!
woots~ FIVE more days!!
cant wait for it mannn...whoosh!
hahahha bought presents today! AHAHHA!
gtg! *POOOFS*

2007-05-04T06:13:00.001-07:00

MID-YEARS..awaits me. two more days..and it's gonna last for TWO WHOLE WEEKS! GOSH!

these few days all i could do was mug and mug and mug.

i dunwan exams! arghh.

cant imagine wats gonna happen to my sciences.

maybe i need a miracle to pass. =.=

Lord..let it happen. ):

happy birthday mei!

2007-04-24T07:36:00.001-07:00

the outcome wasnt wat we expected.
the dreams we once had seems so far away from us now.
everything seems right, but it was wrong..=(
but like wat she said..
no matter wat kinda metal we get,
the process is the most important thing,
God was glorified,
and we made music a part of us for the past few months.
trust was what we had,
and we will have it no matter how much sadness fills us.
God was the audience,
not the seven creatures who stared at us.
we enjoyed the music,
enjoyed the team spirit we had,
enjoyed the terrifying moments she gave.
grateful to the 3 important people,
and sincerely hope our spirit will still be around..
to show others around us,
that music isnt just about getting the notes,
but is all about life..

2007-04-17T05:21:00.001-07:00

You Are Periwinkle

You're very intuitive and sensitive. You often know other people better than they know themselves.
You're also quite optimistic, and you think well of yourself and others. You know your dreams will come true.

What Color Blue Are You?

2007-03-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you.

Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

hahahh ONE month and TEN days..been busy slacking =) oops i meant with work..ahahah well you know wat i've been up to.hehh. stupid throat is up against me again =.= at this point of time when i having testing for syf and all that! RAHH!! wats with my throat? cannot blame it lo..it does not have a watch or calendar..hahhah. i dun like schoool!! i wann holidays! urghh..

2007-02-21T05:11:00.001-08:00

thank you Lord for just being who you are..for being always there when i needed you Lord. Thank you for you know..just the Lord always the same now and forever. just wanna thank you for not forsaking me since i was young..thank you for bringing me up as my personal friend and dearest father. i praise you for being the great i am, for being omni-potent omni-present (: thank you Lord for all you've done for me..

2007-02-15T04:52:00.001-08:00

hahahh. CHINESE NEW YEAR! the holidays looks nice (: hehh.
tmr not going school :D sooo good! im going taiwan tmr..woOts~ go seeee my grandfather. pray for him eh? (: thank you peeps!
soo gonna miss a lot of people..dieee.
but its quite good la..get to take a break overseas (:
till then miss me ^^ hahahs.

2007-02-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

hectic day! every saturday seems busy..like some bumble beee. oh wells..no nice weekends for me ): just know that my grandpa dunwanna stay in icu..so the nurses and doctors bui tahan switch him to normal ward. OMG! how can?! he needs the treatment in icu sia!! goodness~ wat am i supposed to do? im lost T.T

i cant do anything :/
hmmm.had a kinda nice day..except for the morning thrashing by conductor. how bad was that? hahhahs. just finished maasterlife..realised that actually our God is a jealous God..He wants to be first in our lives. =O hahahs dun worry..HE shall be my number ONE! :D heh.

Lord, i want to do whatever you ask me to..help me to listen to You Lord Father. i have just one desire..it's just to be where you are, just to be with you. i know its difficult to do this, BUT i will and i shall try and do it! ^^

2007-02-08T22:31:00.000-08:00

wo0ts~ ONE MONTH without me touching this blog! erms i mean more than one month ^^ nice eh? hahahs. just finished sec 3 camp..FUN! :D im burnt..like some bao qing tian or some banana..peeling mann! argh ):

didnt get to do kayaking..hais. my class sacrificed the fun we would have if we have kayaking..but it was fun. hahahh being under the BIG HOT sun.
hahahs..gonna pray pray pray. a lot of things happening. so worried..especially my grandfather)`:

Lord, thank you for being always there for us..always so omni-present. Lord i know you wont forsake me, you will be there through it all with me..guide me Lord. help me to trust that you will take care of everything for me. Amen..

2007-01-03T22:05:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY of school..ugh. boring~ -o-
but was happy to see all my friends again =) got to crap and laugh.whhooo.
the teachers were OK. and only a few aroused my curiosity to learn more from them.how? ):
how to study with sian teachers?? only know how to talk and talk and talk. =.=

realised my class could be quite fun..but have to warm up a bit. hais. cant wait for the day that our class would be doing everything so unitedly. i can only build sandcastles in the air..and pray.
is that possible? hmmm im not sure.both my form and co-form were soo not enthu. wanna be enthu also very difficult ):

hahahs found something in our class cupboard. those last year faith 3-2 peopos didnt get their A maths files back. and now it has congested our cupboard! =O LAZY BUMS! the four kings especially! RAHH!! wanna leave also must leave something nice rite..leave your files with your untidy worksheets and messy handwriting. hahah kind of nice souvenirs huh.

urgh.it has been such a long time. my mind is still occupied. although it looks near, but its quite far..

2007-01-02T10:19:00.000-08:00

hahah was back loonnggg time ago..but didnt have the time to post.heh.
er..i mean i was lazy (:
ya school's starting tmr.actually i couldnt wait to go back to school, but now i cant be bothered. hais.

argh..forget it. dunwanna continue anymore.

2006-12-16T00:10:00.000-08:00

HMPH! SOMEone good hor! go cambodia also didnt tell me anything!! only know how to tell your dear! looks like you only need your dear. hais. walao..wat kinda person is that mann?! GOOD!! very good. =/

hah! im going back to taiwan SOON! heh..one more day and im gone *poof* hahahs. will miss all my friends BUT not one!!! hahahh..gonna shop shop shop! wahahahaha ~

bye peeps! enjoy the rest of your holidays!! ^_^

2006-11-28T22:29:00.000-08:00

hmm..went carolling with my kinda 'broken' voice. i was like trying damn hard to sing in the TTSH wards. hahahs cant blame me rite? fell sick in cambodia! haiya.
anyways, carolling was quite okay today. we were all freaked out when we were at the first ward. goodness! so scary la! they all stared at us like as if we were some aliens, and with a 'what in the world are these students doing in the wards?' expressions on their faces.
scared.we started singing. what gave us the determination and the faith to continue singing in other wards was a 50 plus woman. well, she was i think..er..touched by the songs we were singing and she cried.
we were all like wahh =0 God was really with us..then as we continued ward by ward, more and more people were like appreciating..and you know, you really can see from their eyes that they were very happy. what's more..we met a christian and we even prayed for him! (:

hahahs nice experience for me today! ^^

i miss cambodia loads! why cant we stay there for a longer period? missed the kids, the fun we all had,the friendships and the craps ):

2006-11-28T22:20:00.000-08:00

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

2006-11-26T12:04:00.000-08:00

yos! wahah! im back 0.0 hahahs 9 days is fast huh!
i miss cambodia..miss the people there..miss doing all the work and miss all the fun we had. crap!
hmm..it was well a wonderful trip.hahahs and i can speak some KHMER language now (: woOts~
heh.anyone missed me?

*no replies

again? silence means consent? hahahs nonsense! okie..this trip changed a few people lei. Praise God for teaching us the wonderful fabulous lessons we learnt there ^^

hahah i fell sick there..so wats with the flu jab that i took?! take already still fall sick =.=
heh.angkor wat is nice :D but staying in the school teaching children, playing with them, crapping and laming and bonding with each other and spending time with God makes it even better than that one wonder in the world. heh.

thank God for such a wonderful trip! hahahs let's go out some time people!

2006-11-16T23:07:00.000-08:00

heyhey! hahah well tonight will be my last night in singapore until i come back from cambodia! hahah. until then, just miss me (: heh.
gosh! im scared..hahahs but oh wells, just have to have faith in God. what to do? only He knows what will happen (: hahahs. i will be gone for 9 days! a lot hor? gonna miss THOUSANDS of people mann..especially my mummy..hahaha. gonna miss my basketball peeps! KAIJING!! must miss me!^^ hahah..

heh.please pray for me and the people im going with..will appreciate it (: hehe..hmmm who wants souvenir??

*no replies.

hahahs lame -.- just sms me if u want.heh den i WILL SEE if i can get it ya. okie tats all.

2006-11-11T19:54:00.000-08:00

felt sorry..cant believe it either. i was so shocked when i heard that..but i still had faith that God has a wonderful plan for them. a plan that they will never believe it will happen. God will never torture his own beloved children..so i believe that God will be by their sides, guiding them, comforting them. this faith i never will give up,never will i lose heart.

dear heavenly father, i just wanna thank you for bringing them onto this earth Lord. Lord we know that it's difficult for them to face it now, but Lord help them to realise that you have a better plan for them and that they will turn to you for comfort for help and really believe that you had been there for them ever since they could remember. Lord, comfort them, help them to continue living their lives in a better way Lord, and assure them that your plan is always the best for them. Lord, i know they will be soo sad now..help them to find rest and peace in you Lord and that they will live their lives according to your purpose, your plan to give you honour to give you praise Lord..amen.

2006-11-09T22:13:00.000-08:00

hahahs FINALLY im blogging (: exam results were quite okie. hahah.
went to ICA today, cos must change passport photo..but blur me didnt know must need parent to be with us..so in the end wasted two hours plus in that stupid building..waste my life mann >.<
hahahs..den went bugis and had lunch. den pierced one more hole on my ear (: heh.
went back to school after that for cambodia training..had fun crapping and laughing ^^
didnt know the few guys in the team of cambodia trippers can sing THAT well..heee xD

this holidays are like normal school days mann..TIRED!! -o- go back to school everyday! RAHH !! goodness ~ these few days im like sleeping like a pig..dun feel like getting out of my comfy bed. hahahs im tired *yawns*

hais..actually wanted to go and jam today de. but some people's..u know reaction was BIG..well i could be thinking too much either..guess so, but is it true? hahahas oh well..i cant wait for the cambodia trip ! woOts`

2006-10-02T18:48:00.000-07:00

OKAY ! last day of freedom until after exams. hmmm well...IM NERVOUS ! ): hais. stress stress stress. hahahs something came to my mind just now. we came to earth not for the sake of exams, not for the sake of working or studying or even playing yea..hahahs we came to earth for a purpose (: heh but i dunno wats the purpose. lalala ~ wat im trying to say is like since we dunno wat are we on earth for, why not just let God do his work, since he's the one controlling and plans everything. if he already had a plan for us in his mind, no matter how hard we study, even if study until die, we may still go for the paths God had for us. er...hahahs make sense? okie..nvm (: just wanna tell people out there who are stress from exams..let go, let God. he will do the work. just try your best and surrender everything to him. you will be surprisingly amazed at wat he can do ya.hahahs see ya after exams!

Heavenly Father,i just wanna thank you for blessing me for all these things that you've given me.Lord, help me..to trust in you, have complete faith in you that you will bring me through this super stress period.let me feel your presence Lord..i just wanna surrender every single thing unto your hands lord, and let you be my controller..Lord, i pray for all those who are or will be having exams that they will really learn to trust in you during this period where everyone are worrying. Lord, help me to learn to let go of things, and just let you handle them according to your plan Lord..amen.

2006-08-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

OK ! im updating..after such a long time? hahah. so ya. teacher's day ! holidays ! kinda good though. a good rest, but with lots [and i mean A LOT]of catching up to do ):
go back result slip today..cant believe i got 30 marks for my HISTORY !! =O so pro ! haiz.
just hope this short period of break from school will be longer (:
got rehearsals for ptl..well,although that keyboard is like soooooo short, it's nice la. but just..er..it frustrates me lo..so difficult to find those thingy ! RAHH! >.<

2006-08-10T22:42:00.000-07:00

it was so fun today !! SOOOO fun !! hee.. (: met bk at the block 60 bus stop, den waited for that liang quan to come and pass me kian wei's bag. stupid him ! took soooo long just to walk to the bus stop. den boarded the bus. met up with joseph at the bus stop near er..dunno where (: den took 857. joseph suan bk until very jialart..hahahah.

reached marina square after a long period of silence..

went straight to the cinema and bought Tokyo Drift tickets at 2.20pm. my stupid idea to watch the 2.20 show led us to a long moment of loitering and walking around the shopping centre.we started shopping though.

and amazingly..joseph wasnt bored at all when he followed two girls shopping around =O

my jaw dropped. heee..went to a lot of shops, even kiddy palace wasnt spared.

hahah..we went inside and played with the toys..had fun laughing =D hahahas.

took pics of joseph..acting like a CHILD =.= hahah..

after all the shopping around, went back to the cinema.saw rachel and yu xiu.

they were watching the same movie as us, at the same time..same row.

hahah the movie was cool (: wanted to watch again de..but too bad got no more money liao..

after that went bowling, rachel and yu xiu joined us too, but only yu xiu played with us):

bet with them and i lost ): tmr gonna give that BLACK rabbit 5 bucks. got no more money liao la !! stupid blackie..bowl soo well for wat. >.<

anyways, it was fun..and i was super tired when i got home..

luckily managed to finish my theory just now..hee..

pictures (:

2006-08-06T16:16:00.000-07:00

yay !! great day in church ! it's been SOOO long since i've felt God's presence.

yupp Lord, i know you're alive ! cos you came and fixed my broken life. and

now my life's complete because of you ! (:

heee.well, just another day. kinda bored. im doing nothing now !

since when am i doing anything when i blogged? hahah. xD *yawns*

im tired. had thanksgiving yesterday.

choir sang well ! yay !! :D

at least we didnt get another L-O-N-G scolding these year. heee.

thanks MS LOH, and most importantly THANK YOU LORD ((:

even though my life is sort of not straight, i just wanna shout to you Lord,

thank You for bringing me onto this earth.

Lord, help me, to live with a better relationship with my family members.its difficult..

with my step father and my mum in a cold war..sometimes it's fine and the other times not.

and with my two sisters being the main subject of their quarrels.

Lord, solve this part of the jigsaw..im having trouble doing it without You.

i want to sit at Your feet, completing the puzzle with You.i

just wanna let go of everything, and put every single thing unto Your hands.

my heart is yours, my hands are yours,

do whatever you wan with them..

i love You Father. *smiles*

2006-08-02T15:18:00.000-07:00

sian !! (- o -) got nothing to do !

had science test today ! and i did it without studying.

hee.oh well. pray that i will pass.

tmr got history and chinese test. what's wrong with all the teachers?

all on the same week ! ): hmm..see if i have the MOOD to study later (:

hahaha..ivona's chicken is nice !! three cheers for her !!~ :D im drooling..lalala ~

im desperate to go out...argh !!!

to someone, dont commit suicide. im here. God's here.

you will walk out of your past. (",)

2006-07-18T21:27:00.000-07:00

hahaha...went to singapore poly after school today for dunno wat tour. was so tired in the bus that we all slept like pigs =.= hahahs. den went into their auditorium. they started introducing their school, asking speakers to come up and talk talk talk. tricia and me went to our dreamlands as usual, but just for a while. hahha since the talking was still on, we started playing pokka cards (: hee..we were like so busy la..passing cards around, and hiding them when the teachers come.

so after the super boring talk, we had a kinda stupid treasure hunt. all of us were like lost sheeps, hunting around in that big, and i really mean BIG [ about 100 football fields] hahhah tats wat that person who's in charge told us. hmmm ya so we walked around finding food courts and different blocks. they have 7 food courts lei !! hahaha den on the way to the final destination, we pulled two of the students there and they led us to foodcourt 5. hahah..it's quite fun la..but very tiring. the results of the treasure hunt : gm got the 10th and the 1st ! wow!! hee..after that went bugis and shopped till 7 plus..bought a lot of things (:

2006-06-27T19:17:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to say or even where to start but i never would have guessed it'd be you to break my heart. you can just walk away but i don't feel the same. my love for you was true but to you it was all a game.
i wish there were a way i could go back in time to hold you in my arms as if you're still mine. please someone tell me when this pain will go away, when i'll forget the past and move on to another day.
a day where just for once your face won't cross my mind. i won't think of our memories, i'll just leave them behind. i won't think of our good nights or the way you made me feel. i'll move on to someone new; someone whose love is real.
i won't miss your sweet messages, i won't long to talk to you through the night. the memory of you will finally disappear and never again for you shall i shed another tear.
i'm saying all these right now wishing it would be true but i know tonight, i'll go to bed, crying over you.. =(

2006-06-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

wOots ~ tmr going back to taiwan !! YAY !!! :D waited sooo long for this day to come ! hahhaz..
gonna go back there and shop although i brought one whole stack of homework there.. ): must finish them before i come back sia..jialart can !
but...i die also must shop..hahahaz...anyways, if you wan anything..just sms me ((: i will TRY my best to get it kies? hahaz..
well..i miss someone badly..cant even sleep properly these few days..wat can i do? haiz..

2006-06-11T18:11:00.000-07:00

well, life has been normal for me these past few days..except that i kinda lost something [or should i say someone?] dunno whether to be happy or sad..but it's really..er..i dunno. it really hurts, and i didnt cry...not even a teardrop, so it's like torture to me !! ): i've really given up..
without you, im feeling soo empty inside. wat should i do? the only thing i could do now is only to forget all about you, or should i continue loving you?? i really have no idea. but it's good to see you live happily, so just be happy..

2006-05-30T19:22:00.000-07:00

finally i can enjoy some NICE holidays without going back to school (: hee. had piano exam yesterday, didnt know whether it went well lei. forget it..hee..today went back to school for project presentation. stupid thumbdrive died on me LAST MINUTE ! haiz..den got nagged and scolded, den the presentation was like totally screwed up la !!
stupid teacher, it's not as if it's my fault that the presentation wasn't shown..blehh >.<

u know..i just realised a few days ago, someone told me that i was used by some peepo around me. and after that i felt soooo worthless. do i like mean anything to them?? am i that worthless and sooo useful huh? made me follow you all and waited for at least an hour in darkness just for the sake of not letting your parents suspect you?! i know im worthless la, but also dun need to do this kind of thing to me rite? ):

2006-05-26T19:26:00.000-07:00

got my results back..was kinda happy and also disappointed mann..had a few As, but i failed one.and i got nagged for failing one subject..): should have failed more..hahahz.
yesterday had NE learning journey. sooooo boring can ! was sleeping most of the time. den when we were at Kranji war cemetry, it started pouring and the thunder and lightning was super scary. den we were all stucked there for almost one hour, with the rain and wind blowing at us. after that, we ran to the bus, in the end got all drenched. i was shivering away on the way back to school. and guess wat, i fell sick and had fever. =.=

today had choir cca exposure, and i was like one of the in-charge la..and i didnt know anything. -.- halfway through it, tricia came up and asked me to go down and help them in the inter-class captian's ball games. so i went and played. and we won 2-5 ! yay !! =D overall we got second (: but i sprained my ankle [ sooo pain! ] all because of some peepo who was fighting for the stupid ball..
can i still miss you? do i still have the right to? confused..):

2006-05-15T14:37:00.000-07:00

lalala ~ hmmm....just realised something, and it really helped me a lot (:
hahahz...me going crazy liao la..exams here liao [ FINALLY can ] waited for sooo long..haha

im sorry jie...really sorry. i will try my best to change :D

2006-05-06T22:36:00.000-07:00

i really need someone to save meee !!!!! or else i will either cry until i dehydrate and die or i will suffer from depression and go into some mental hospital.......
these few days are really bad for me..im now like a criminal...just because of one stupid tiny winy idiotic mistake i made which she didnt even bother to tell me, im transparent to her la...walao..must at least tell me wat i did wrong rite..): im not lost la can.....do i even exist on the earth?? i think some people out there already given up on me already...
haiz..have been crying for the past few nights mann..no more tears already..serious..how i wish i just sleep and never wake up again...
i miss someone badly..

2006-05-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmm...today..was quite ok la..but i was kinda off...wasnt really smiling..
me and joyce almost went up to the top floor and jump down...but in the end didnt went up. cos after i still have to play for chapel..and the sec 4s dunno having wat, den cannot go up to that storey...
sad rite? hee..
Lord, thank You for all that You've given us..I know that You are always beside us in every moment of our lives..O Lord, i commit chris unto Your hands..Lord, lay Your healing hands on him that he will recover as soon as possible, so that he can be Your good disciple and reach out to others Lord. Help him to fight the virus or disease that is attacking his body..cleanse him and purify him so that he can be a good example of what a christian is..Bless him, Father, with a good rest tonight..Amen.

2006-04-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

hee..going crazy soon..why? because of a lot of things..
hee....mum going overseas again...for two whole weeks can.
haiz...lets see who can entertain me when im lonely ba..*hint* (: ok la..dun force you..hee..
im siao liao...so u can dun bother about wat i post (:
hmmm...a lot of things happen la...one thing is i cut my hair...so short now...i miss my long hair la...haiz....and im not having enough sleep this few days...dunno why lei..maybe cos im getting sick again...and er...something else..ahhh....

2006-03-29T21:01:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHH !! why in the world did i ended up with such a teacher ??! walao......stupid..spoil my happy day ! BLEHH !! from morning 7.30 started scolding my class...just because a few of us didnt sign the consent form for some stupid talk..stupid la can ! den scolded us one by one...she scolded me and bk something i feel hurt the most..she said wat..."you two help out during chapel and singspiration...but if u wanna serve God, u must show your right attitude with man and with God. if u have the wrong attitude, den u have no right to serve God." wat crap la ! walao....we were like ok la...you shall play the keyboard and sing yourself later...stupid wan !!! den after that her chinese period...scolded me again...dunno for wat stupid reason again ! den was like during chapel..i played finish..den went down the stage and i just saw one of my friends den we sat down. i didnt know it was another class la..stupid ! den after that got scolded in front of the whole sec 2s..haiz. ok la...my face was super duper black that time..ya..so carried the things down to the christian ministry room...den me and tania started crying..cos got scolded also...ya...den sat down there and cry lor. joyce and bk were like comforting us..hmm...den elaine came and saw us crying..den prayed for us..den went up to class already...i was still sniffing away la...haiz....cant my teacher just be more kind in her words? verbal scoldings sometimes hurts people more than physical ones..those that hurt the heart will take even longer to heal, or even never...):

2006-03-25T23:19:00.000-08:00

im happy because i have a reason to smile...but i feel like crying.

why? i have no idea...i cant imagine people getting mad and angry over one piece of small paper...somemore its that type super thin wan. no important information on it...den can quarrel until like tat. aye..have you ever thought of us? wat do you think huh? wanna get married den married ah...wanna divorce den divorce ah?! wat crap ! >.<
haiz...i really dunwanna go through another time of this....serious...i have forgotten the pain long ago...and i have absolutely no idea if the pain is still there..it's like already numb to me...i dunwanna be reminded of the pain mann...if i can, how i wish i could call you ' dad '..

2006-03-07T19:13:00.000-08:00

WoOt ~ was fun today..haha..even though im sick...hahaz...went out with bk and wenliang...was fun la...but still coughing away..
went and watched Rumour has it hahahz...so few people in the theatre. we were like in the middle, den in front nobody. den all three of us put our legs in front. hahahz...by the end of the show, we were lying down..hahaha. it was so comfortable lo..tat i almost fell asleep ((: haha..
den after tat went for bowling den go home le...heeee (:

2006-03-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

Hee...nice song !~ ((: i love it mann ~

Who am I ?
That the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I ?
That the bright and morning star
Would choose to light the way
Of my ever wondering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because ofwhat I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
Still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord You catch me when I'm falling
And you've told me who I am
I am yours

Who am I ?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I ?
That the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
and calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
but because of what you've done
Not because of what I've done
but because of who you are

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am Yours..

2006-02-26T14:55:00.000-08:00

hhaha..church was ok today la...but our class was great ! (: hahahaz...learnt quite a few things. Michelle told us about an old lady who went around the streets shouting "one dollar.." something like tat la..den this old lady was interviewed by a reporter. the reporter asked her why is she so happy everyday..den you know wat she answered? she replied cos she have God in her life. when i heard, i was like WOW mann..such an old lady and she still can find such joy in the Lord. so at that point of time, i decided to be happy everyday and find the same joy as wat she had found in the Lord. (: hahahaz...ok..den there was another one.
there was this girl who was walking through a very dark alley in the night..den there was this two guys walking in front of her..so at that time she prayed a short prayer " Lord, help me. " and she just walked past them. after that the next day, when she saw the news..just on the same night when she was walking through the alley, after she left, another girl was raped by the two men. Then the news asked for witnesses to point out the two guys..so she went. when she saw the two guys, she went up to them and asked them one question, " why didnt you two attacked me that night? " they answered her, " there were two other guys beside who were dressed in white, how can we attack you? " you know, God really answers prayers.. every little simple prayer He hears. and he will be there for you always, no matter wat time of the day or night.and we should not be ashamed of being a christian..just be bold and share the gospel..God will make miracles that you will never ever in your life imagine (:

2006-02-23T20:14:00.000-08:00

SIGH !~ i really dun understand lo..why those people nowadays so petty wan??? one small thing only..go and make it until like that sky dropping like tat !! wahhh......really cant stand them ahhhhhhhh !!! haiz...dunno why in the world are they like so ...er...aiya ! i dunno wat to say la..just that my friends are getting too many this type of things liao..including me lo..I SHALL NOT be so sian as those peepo !~ blehhhh !

2006-02-21T20:06:00.000-08:00

Lord, Your word says that those of us who love Your law will have great peace and nothing will caue us to stumble. I love Your law..Lord because i know that it is good and it's there for my benefit. Help me to obey You in every way so that I will not stumble and fall. If there are steps of obedience I need to take..open my eyes to see the truth and help me to take those steps. I know I cant do all things right without You by my side, so i ask that You would help me to live in obedience to Your ways Lord...
Your word says that if we say we have no sian, we deceive ourselves, and the trth is not in us. I dont want to deceive myself by not asking You where I am missing the mark You have set for my life...Reveal to me Lord when I am not doing things I should be doing...and show me if I'm doing things i should not be doing..Help me to always be learning about Your wats so I can live in the fullness of Your presence and move into all You have for me...In Jesus' name i pray..Amen..

2006-02-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

COMMON TESTS !!!~
i flunked my maths today mann..SO DIFFICULT can. haiz..why must i be sick at this point of time?? a time when i have to concentrate on revising my work...arrggh..
and another thing is we started our common tests today..and the sec 3s started their adventure camp !!~ so jealous la..we studying so hard here..they playing so hard there..blehh.
so most of my teachers went to the camp..so i will have no class for maths, science, and english..and maybe geog..how i wish i will NEVER see that old witch again >.<>
hmm..dunwanna talk about today le..someone erms...oh nvm ((: hahaz..

2006-02-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Lord, thank You for everything You have done for us...Lord, we know that everything happens for a purpose, and we know that if You let something happened, the matter will be in good hands and that You will take care of it according to Your purpose and Your will..Lord. O God, i commit Alison unto Your hands. Lord, heal her so that she will not have to go for an operation on her knees..Lord, ease her pain so that she could at least still walk and come back to Singapore to see another doctor..Lord, i commit Tania unto you healing hands that You will heal her pain in her body...Lord, help her to trust in You that You will cure all her diseases and pain in her body..help her to recover as fast as possible so that she could come back to us and serve in Your ministry and to expand Your kingdom Lord..Lord..heal her physically, emotionally and spiritually so that she can be a living testimony to all those around her...Let Your will be done O God..help us to be assured that You are in charge of every single thing in our lives. Amen.. ((;

2006-02-06T22:44:00.000-08:00

arrggh. im feeling so uncomfortable. dying soon le laa..hahaz..slept in class today..cant keep myself awake liao..having a big headache..den coughing away. so jialart. haiz..im having voice-breaking now lo..my voice sounds even lower than before hahahz..got tests tmr..dunno whether i can remember all the things i have revised or not..hahaz..
sometimes i really wonder if i die one day, who will be crying and who will be laughing away..hahhaz anyways..gtg le..byee (:

2006-01-31T23:31:00.000-08:00

Haha..last day of January liao. time really flies man..like that one month gone..so fast..tmr neh..starting school after CNY holidays..at last ((:
ok la..maybe im going crazy..cos i kinda miss school..miss blue house practices..wahh..i miss so many things..dun talk about it liao..hahhaz..
hmm..tmr playing for chapel without practices again la..so bad..haiz..den after school got practice for singspiration (: den still got choir : sian sia..haiz.. so busy..but better than sitting in drop-in, rotting away waiting for choir to start..hahaz..ok..gtg now..tmr need to meet joyce at 6.30am at the bus-stop to teach her maths..hahhaz..nitez..

2006-01-31T17:57:00.000-08:00

O God, fall afresh on me, move within my heart Lord. Let your tenderness consume me..Pour out your love on me like rain upon my face until everything I am is lost in Your embrace O Lord..You came for me..You gave up your life for mine when i couldnt save myself..You bore my pain, my sin and shame just because you love me.. Thank you Father.. (:

2006-01-29T22:43:00.000-08:00

wOOt~! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! hahahs..these few boring days are killing me man..im SO sian ahh.... !!! honestly..i cant wait to go back to schoool !!!!!! most people are busy with visiting their relatives..but not me lo..i must take aeroplane if i wanna visit my relatives lei..all because of that talk-too-much form teacher of mine..dun allow me to leave school...wahh stupid !! haiz..dunwanna blog already..gtg think of wat to do for the next two days..

2006-01-13T22:51:00.000-08:00

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2006-01-05T22:03:00.000-08:00

It's not just a feeling , but I know that it's real....

2005-12-25T16:46:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
hahahaz..just came back from taiwan yesterday. so cold but i had a great time there though (: shopping...hahaz. shop until the luggage gained at least 10 kg..hahahz...
today ! got baptised ! so happy :D really thank God for this blessed christmas..=) received presents also..thank you everybody !! :D
but i think the best present is that Jesus came to this earth to save us...THANK YOU GOD ~

2005-12-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

ar....so ~~damn~~ tired..went shopping for my NEW windbreaker...to replace my old one. went all over parkway, OG..shopped whole of the two buildings..had a big headache..
ok..gotta keep my post as short as possible..:D good nite people !

2005-12-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hahahaz..hmmm..today was great. went and meet joyce and yingmin before going to TM to meet emily and mrs teo for lunch ! mrs teo treated us pizza hut !! hahahaz..ok..so after that went and took neoprints, one with mrs teo in it and the other with her standing at the side LOOKING at us..hahahhaz..know wat..we went to Bugis specially for the neoprints cos the neoprint machines in TM once offended me...hmmm i shall not talk about it (:
after neos, shopped around for another one hour..then mrs teo left..and we wanted to leave bugis junction as fast as possible and take a rest somewhere near..so while we were ON OUR WAY to bugis street..there's this lady who tapped joyce's shoulder SUDDENLY (and i mean really sudden..we all thought it was someone joyce knew ! haha) and introduced herself while she stopped RIGHT IN FRONT of us blocking our way..hahahaz..so she was asking us to introduced ourselves one by one la..
hehe i was fast la..i escaped before she even saw me..so i walked away leaving the three of them talking to the lady..so i waited for a very long time..until my patience ran out...i thought of a lot of ways trying to get my friends out of the lady's LONG speech..k laa..so i called joyce and asked her whether i can go over and tell the lady " er..sorry, we are in a rush. need to go off now, thank you bye !" and then run off..hahaz..then joyce told me it was no use laa...the lady is just to patient and determined..
to cut the whole long story short..theres a limit to that lady's patience..in the end, they rejected her another time and the lady FINALLY let them off..more than half an hour la..so tiring..but i really thank God for blessing us with this day..

2005-11-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

Yay !! hahaz..learnt how to play the intro for GLORY on the guitar!..hahaha it was nice? ya..hahaz..
went to church in the morning...worship was good, class was GREAT !! hahaz..
went to east coast in the afternoon. den ate an ice-cream that taste like COLGATE..so GROSS la *sticking out tongue* hahaz..

2005-11-24T23:14:00.000-08:00

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2005-11-24T17:29:00.000-08:00

Last day of my sec 1 life in school...

2005-11-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

weee! went and watched Just Like Heaven with bk, elijah,nicholas and kaijin...so funny la...we went into TIMES bookshop and we saw a book WORLD'S END: 2009 sigh ! another rumour..think so..shouldnt be real. we walked the whole plaza sing..walked until sian. gotta go off already..bye (:

2005-11-15T23:29:00.000-08:00

Hahahaz...the guitar dog ! LOL !

2005-11-14T04:32:00.000-08:00

Weeee...!! hahaz...had a sudden feeling to put my testimony here. so weird. so just read laa..it wont harm YOU !!

I was born in a Christian family so I was brought to church (Calvary Baptist) since young by my mother. Being brought up in a single-parent family, I was quite quiet and always kept to myself. I went to a Methodist school [GMPS] and thought of accepting Christ during one of the chapels when I was in primary 2. However at that time, I thought that everything would be the same even if I accepted. So I refused to pray the sinners' prayer and felt short of something in my heart. Until primary 4, I accepted Christ during one of the 'Good News Week' which is also known as REW. I thought that the emptiness in my heart would be gone if I accepted Christ, so I just prayed..=/
After I prayed, there was no difference at all. I was back to my usual self, going to school, praying until I fall asleep on my bed, studying for exams and playing computer.Everything was back to normal. When I was in primary 5, I came to know the Christian Ministry staffs in my school, when I went into their office during recess time. I went in and started talking to them and I stayed back almost every day with a few of my friends to learn guitar from one of the staffs. This is where I started to see God working in my life. It all began with my curiosity to learn the guitar! So every single day I would be in their office with my friend to practice the guitar, even after school. (That is how interested I am in guitars!) I did my homework there and after that, practice the guitar. After a few months, my friend and I were asked to play guitar during chapel, so we played for like the next one year. I began to draw closer to God, went for bible study every week with one of the teachers in school and read the bible everyday. This is how I started to serve God in my school and felt God's presence in my life. During my primary 6 life, I learned how to share Christ with the people around me through the REW too. As I was in the bible study group with quite a number of my friends, we were told to use a small booklet -ONE WAY (like the size of your palms) to share Christ with the younger ones who raised up their hands during the REW. So we shared with quite a number of them…and from then on, I knew how to share Christ with people and started telling my classmates about Him and a few of them accepted Christ in class! =0
In the beginning of 2005, when I went into GMSS, I was asked to play the keyboard during chapel as there was another guitarist. So I played. We started with a keyboardist and a guitarist. Then after that, a few more people joined us in serving God during chapel as back-up singers and drummers. Now we got a whole group of us (like 8 of us) helping out in the chapel services. We were told to go for a camp in June (WAM) and it was so inspirational. We learned more about the true meaning of worship. It is not only the singing of songs but offering our lives and learn more about His word. So just take your time while worshipping the Lord and not rush through everything. Be humble when you are on stage because God opposes the proud and gives grace to the humble. All the things that I learned in this camp really brought me closer to God and know Him better. I suddenly realized that the emptiness that was in my heart before I knew Him was gone…and was never back again. I felt the assurance that I would have eternal life with Him! =D
Then there was this volunteer (who was once from our school) came back to help the Christian Ministry staffs. This guy is quite weird, always asking us whether we love him or not. Subsequently, he explained to us that he is quite insecure so we just sort of like ignore him when he asks us. Then a few of my friends could not stand his character and avoided him for more than two weeks. In order not to let their relationships get strained just because of a weird character, I decided to try to convince them that different people are created differently according to God's purpose and we just have to accept them as who they are, but they always ignored me when I went into this topic. I tried talking to them a few times but the words did not go into their minds, so I was so troubled at that time and wanted to just give up and treat it as it was not my business. For the next few days, I prayed and asked God for help and I stopped talking to my friends about this matter. As I prayed each day, I regained my hope in Him and was encouraged to ask my friends just one more time. I went to school the next day and asked them again, and they told me they had accepted him for who he is. I was SO overjoyed and thanked God for making this miracle. I was convinced that miracles do happen even in this century where many people are only busy with their work. You just have to pray about it and ask God for His power to strengthen you. Even when your prayers have yet to be answered, don't lose heart...just have faith in Him that He will provide a way out for you =)
I've decided to take this step of baptism because nothing can stop me from getting baptized so I just want to take this step of obedience and tell the world that He lives again. I really thank God for being always with me and not forsaking me, encouraging me when I feel like giving up, comforting me, for preparing my way in life, being the light that guides me to the correct path and for the great friends and people around me that He has blessed me with. All I need is You..Thank You God... :D

2005-11-09T04:24:00.000-08:00

weeee !! today went back to primary school with tania to help out in the inter-class soccer...in the end sit under the big, hot sun and rot. No laa ! hahah was helping out in the taking of videos of the soccer matches..den after that went to joyce's house to rest..hahahz.. den went down to play badminton.. den tania and joyce were like turning in rounds after they played until sian. den they asked me to try so i tried laa..i tried two times..the first time was of course fun la..den the second time i was like VERY giddy..den i fall to the ground with my poor knee landing first..den my elbow was like scratched la..with a big patch of skin peeled off..pain man ):
den after that cried for dunno how many times..like 4? hahaz..cry until my eyes very dry..sigh..

2005-11-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

had a GREAT day today..haiz..watching dvdS...haha..
watched the whole afternoon...of coz after my important things..den at night..scanned through psalms and proverbs...just to find one verse..sigh..its so difficult..guess i haven been reading my bible everyday..im sorry God..
Lord, help those who would be taking their o's in a few days time tat they will be ready to take the exams. Help them to know that You are in charge of everything and no matter what are the results, everything happens for a purpose that You've planned. help them to have peace and calmness in their hearts and be still and know that You are God..Amen !

2005-10-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

SIGH ! i really need to get some idiotic stuff off my chest la !!!!! stupid..my stepfather is driving me mad man...so mad that i cannot be bothered to not listen to wat kinda RUBBISH he's talking EVERYDAY !!!! stupid laa...everyday say wat he gonna die soon..den its like every sentence he make will be against either me or my mum or his daughters laa.... !!!!

WALAO !!! he still got two small daughters to take care of u know [ excluding me ] !!! so fast talking about dying....so idiotically irresponsible laa !!! he wanna die sooner so that my mum can handle the two small ones herself ahh...he wait long laa...!!!! they still got a long way in their lives man...and hes talking about death and scolding vulgarities in front of them....how can he be a father man ?!?!? how in the world can he be my stepfather ?!?!?!!! den my stepfather asked me on sunday whether i prefer them to get divorce....of coz dunwan laaa... !!!!! who in the world will agree ??? only his elder daughter will agree laa...of coz she will agree loh...she didnt go through the things that i went through in my thirteen years of life !!!!!!!! but im used to it anyway..so ya..but i really dunwanna go through it AGAIN..

sigh...dunwanna talk about it liao...i type until my hand pain..but i felt SO SO much BETTER la...but still...u know...

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so sorry ..very angry tats why i post until like tat...sorry =(

2005-10-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

got my overall results back alreadi..it's SO bad la..
eng - B4
chi - B3
maths - A2
sci - C6
geog - B4
hist - C6
lit - C6
d&t - B4
he - E8
art - B4

must really buck up next year.. haiz...

hehe..today played the keyboard since after recess until skool end..play until my hand numb..very tired..
played for two sessions..sec 1s & 2s and sec 3s..den i missed the mother tougue quiz in the CC...so good leh..hahahz...but very tired..

it was really a priviledge to play with tommy ong they all leh..hahaz..muz thank mrs lee for putting me in the band LAST MINUTE.. without any practice..hahaz...thats mrs lee ah..im always multi-tasking for her..hahahz..

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Lord, thank you for everything you've done for each and everyone of us on this earth..thank you for sending your son to die on the cross just for us..Lord, we are the reason that you gave your life..we are the reason that you suffered and died..to the world that was lost..you gave all that you could give..juz to show us the reason to live..Lord..help me live my life more meaningfullly each day..that i can be firm in Your name and be still and know that You are God..and only through You can i be saved..

2005-10-25T22:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, exams are over..hahaz..but i got back my results today..it was not VERY good..but also not VERY bad..but i really can see the BIG difference between my mid-year and end-of-year..i felt so..erm..how to describe ahh ?? i regretted not studying MORE la..sigh..juz have to pray that i can go into either 2-2 or 2-3 next year..and not 2-4 or 2-5..

got drenched today again..totally wet. i went into CMS room to practice for some programmes for tmr..den was like shivering inside..so cold..den after that..got absolutely no more strength ta play the keyboard or the guitar..so i sat down there..staring into space..for more than half an hour...so weird.. have been like tat these few days la..stoning when im supposed to do something else. at like 4 plus..i wanted to leave the skool..den cant..coz my bag is in the office..with staffs having meeting..so i stoned until 5 plus..den left the skool..oh well..i gtg sleep le.. ;)

back to school...(^-^)

2005-09-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

Galations 6:9-10
[ "Let us not become weary of doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers."]

back to skool le..time really flies..holidays are gone..how i wish holidays are like forever..hahaz..[but its boring to stay at home..]
practice for chapel with Chinky today..very funny..hahaz..playing keyboard tmr..and not feeling well now..keep sneezing..got a stupid soarthroat..sigh..laugh too much le..hahaz..

weeee~!!

2005-09-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

haha..went to church today..had a great time practicing for youth service..the songs are fantastic laa..hee..i was late for more than half an hour for the practice..coz i missed the stupid bus at 2.45..haiz..den wait for half an hour for another stupid bus to come..haiz..den reach there..tat judith lam hor..lecture me laa..sigh..joking..heehee..she talk a lot..hahaz..something secretive..haha..muz learn bass by december..
quite stress..but of coz muz jia you..hahaz..

2005-09-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

Dear God, help us Lord, that we will reach out to the lost outside who needs comfort and care..Lord i pray for the victims of Hurricane Katrina that they will turn to seek you..Lord, help the nations that they will accept the gospel and come to know you as their personal Lord and Saviour.Lord, i pray for the PTL thats coming on that a lot may be saved through that..in Jesus' Name i pray...Amen..

`//holidaez//

2005-09-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

hahaz..so sian...talk to alison guniang last night..hahaz..the only thing which is not sian..haiz...the first day of skool holidays only leh..and im like bored to 'death' le leh..how?? now tania beside me hor..go siao leh..i think also bored until go bonkers laa..hahaz..

//-bReAk-//

2005-09-02T17:25:00.000-07:00

~whoo!! holidays coming...i mean its like started le...hahaz..im not going overseas..so sad...not like wasu and suwit they all..going back to thailand...tonight somemore..sigh...they good laa...go back thailand and enjoy themselves..so jealous leh..juz kidding..=p

today brought back all the books underneath my table..coz the DM com say muz bring back every single thing underneath the tables..or they will throw away everything when they checked during the holidays..hahaz...i put my family well-being box in mrs lee's office leh...hope that it wont get lost...

yaya!at last i can have a break..hee..but muz study for exams..cant play whole week..[of coz laa..]hahaz...=)

_-_`gAtHeriNg

2005-08-31T19:07:00.000-07:00

hahaz...today class gathering..wanted to go back to primary skool with the guys..but they said everytime see the teachers..very sian..so only girls went and visit teachers..after tat went out..to umm..orchard..at first go fareast..den a lot of people there..den walked to cineleisure..actually wanted to watch movie der..but all the movies damn idiotic so didnt watch..den went up to take neos...hahaz...took one machine including mengtian..den one without..all quite nice laa...coz got two experts with us..hahaz..

anyways...i shop until my leg damn suan..after tat..me and bk went home first..hahaz...pangsei everybody...sigh..today quite sian...go arcade and daydream..u know why?? coz the arcade got very little things to play mah...so..yupp...

...bOriNg...

2005-08-26T11:51:00.000-07:00

school was quite boring today..or should i say...everyday..heh..except for after skool..[it's obvious laa..]
today played keyboard in singspiration..den we are supposed to reach skool at 7am to set up the things..den we went to drop-in to get the things..but..the stupid thing is the cables are not in drop-in..its in the office...dunno who in the world..hands so damn itchy..take the things over to the office that no one can enter except permission from the staff...den after that..when i was walking back to class..tat winston hit my hair a lot of times..anyways..i cant be bothered to scold him laa..den during recess..i was tucking in my shirt outside drop-in..who knows winston was standing beside me leh..den we knocked on each others' head..damn pain loh..me and him hor..aiyah..today i had some moodswings laa..so..=P..den went in saw wasu and co. playing guitar..or bass..on classical..or watever laa..very pro leh..i see le until my eyes got stars leh..hahaz..

2005-07-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

_//..arts nite..//_

16o72oo5
arts nite was damn great...all the performances was so successful loh..den we got a lot of free time after we performed...hahaz...den some of our choir members made the teacher angry...den after the interval..we were not allowed to watch the other performances le...dunno wat happen...Sigh...but the whole thing was better than the rehearsals that we had..

Dear God, I need you...i need your grace to forgive me and I need your love to change me. Thank you for your amazing love...thank you for giving me your life and eternity. But above all, thank you for dying on the cross for me...Now, you live in me..i belong to you..i will live my life for you and i will love you forever...amen!

2005-07-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

] [__//* A I R *//__] [

o9o72oo5
hahaz...AIR was great...damn fun...i thought it was the best event ever...i get to know youths tat i MAY never know if not for AIR...hehez...it was so...so...sucessful..juz wanna thank GOD for everything he had planned...[ for us to do laa...] these few weeks before AIR was tiring...coz we stay back almost every sunday..to rehearse...some rehearsal ended very late...but thank GOD everything went well...

2005-06-21T21:36:00.000-07:00

....aRts NitE....
21o62oo5

Sigh...arts nite coming le laa..den got a lot [ and i mean A LOT ] of rehearsals nowadays..ALMOST everyday leh..so tired..den muz go to the new holding skool to rehearse..very der far away from my house leh...heeeex...actually its not VERY far laa..Hahaz...cant laze around these few days..haiz...muz wait till after holiday rehearsals...i told a lot of people to go and to the arts nite le leh...not sure whether they will go or not...=)

Dear God..please give me the strength i need to accept people as they are..and to help me to be more understanding of those who are different from me..In Jesus Name i pray..Amen..

There's a miracle called Friendship that dwells in the heart. You don't know how it happens Or when it gets started But you know the special lift it always brings And you realize that Friendship Is God's most precious gift!Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us.

2005-05-27T23:09:00.000-07:00

.//*__holidaezz..__*//.

27o52oo5

the last day of gmss le...i mean after holidaes...the skool will be at old victoria leh...so..so..far..from my house..den everyday will be super tired...nvm laa..
muz take the chance to sleep more during holidays..Hahaz...den you will find a lazy one lazing round everydae...lolz..

BiRtHdAez..

2005-05-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

BiRtHdAez..

21o52oo5

so happy...[ duhz..] but went to VCH to watch concert.. i kind of slept through it..coz veri tired..but it was quite nice...=)