today was tiring-o- i dun think i know why..had lots of maths work.had dinner with family just now..thank God no one started quarrelling. i dunno wat happened, but my house seemed to have become some battlefield.. like a war can start anytime =/ oh wells, read some people's blogs today.. many people in our school arent happy eh? and can i still be in spite of all these? these things that stressed people up or strained relationships.. hais i guess its just part of growing up. but why? why so many unhappy things? our sec 3 level have become much quieter..those happy faces i saw everyday werent there anymore. can i see them smile again?
tiring day mann..awww.went to school at 8.wasnt free until like 6 plus in the evening =.= hahahhas.sian =S just did my qt..God reminded me of SOME things(: hahahhs. you know,when our troubles are so complex and overwhelming that we dunno wat to do or we dunno wat to ask for, just be assured that the holy spirit will help us in our weakness,praying for us with groanings too deep for words ^^
wahor!sounds chim eh? geeez..BUT BUT BUT i understand! and..my soul is anchored with stability just to know that MY DEARESST FATHER IN HEAVEN in praying for me 24-7! when i feel lonely, rejected, misunderstood or taken advantgae of, i know that He has went through it before and felt it all..
love you daddy<3
BIGfish ; 7:04 AM(:
20070621
Heavenly Father, just wanna apologise for thinking you are not enough for me.sorry for slapping your hands and by saying,"what you've given me isn't enough,God.Nice try. You promised to be all i need, but you're just not meeting my expectations." sorry Lord for those times when i want things when i know i cannot have..Lord,i just want you.your joy..your peace,your fullness and friendship-that's enough for me?
BIGfish ; 5:46 AM(:
20070618
i finally realised..just a few days before, tat deep inside my heart there's still a special place reserved just for that one and only.i didnt know or even realised..i thought there were only memories left, thought that the feelings were overcomed by time. why did that day happen mann? i just wonder if i didnt turn up that day, things wouldnt be like tat now..i would perhaps still be in the dark tat my heart left a place empty without me knowing.
BIGfish ; 8:47 PM(:
20070516
muHahHAHAHAHAHAHH! no more exams!!!! yay !! =D hahahh no worries anymore.WHEEEEEEE~ except for..results ): hahahh. nvm..cant be bothered! woots~ FIVE more days!! cant wait for it mannn...whoosh! hahahha bought presents today! AHAHHA! gtg! *POOOFS*
BIGfish ; 6:00 AM(:
20070504
MID-YEARS..awaits me. two more days..and it's gonna last for TWO WHOLE WEEKS! GOSH!
these few days all i could do was mug and mug and mug.
i dunwan exams! arghh.
cant imagine wats gonna happen to my sciences.
maybe i need a miracle to pass. =.=
Lord..let it happen. ):
happy birthday mei!
BIGfish ; 6:13 AM(:
20070424
the outcome wasnt wat we expected. the dreams we once had seems so far away from us now. everything seems right, but it was wrong..=( but like wat she said.. no matter wat kinda metal we get, the process is the most important thing, God was glorified, and we made music a part of us for the past few months. trust was what we had, and we will have it no matter how much sadness fills us. God was the audience, not the seven creatures who stared at us. we enjoyed the music, enjoyed the team spirit we had, enjoyed the terrifying moments she gave. grateful to the 3 important people, and sincerely hope our spirit will still be around.. to show others around us, that music isnt just about getting the notes, but is all about life..
BIGfish ; 7:36 AM(:
XINYU-
DAyu
gmeth
child of GOD
21may1992
music.sports.
crazy^^
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