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20060530

finally i can enjoy some NICE holidays without going back to school (: hee. had piano exam yesterday, didnt know whether it went well lei. forget it..hee..today went back to school for project presentation. stupid thumbdrive died on me LAST MINUTE ! haiz..den got nagged and scolded, den the presentation was like totally screwed up la !!
stupid teacher, it's not as if it's my fault that the presentation wasn't shown..blehh >.<

u know..i just realised a few days ago, someone told me that i was used by some peepo around me. and after that i felt soooo worthless. do i like mean anything to them?? am i that worthless and sooo useful huh? made me follow you all and waited for at least an hour in darkness just for the sake of not letting your parents suspect you?! i know im worthless la, but also dun need to do this kind of thing to me rite? ):

BIGfish ; 7:22 PM(:

20060526

got my results back..was kinda happy and also disappointed mann..had a few As, but i failed one.and i got nagged for failing one subject..): should have failed more..hahahz.
yesterday had NE learning journey. sooooo boring can ! was sleeping most of the time. den when we were at Kranji war cemetry, it started pouring and the thunder and lightning was super scary. den we were all stucked there for almost one hour, with the rain and wind blowing at us. after that, we ran to the bus, in the end got all drenched. i was shivering away on the way back to school. and guess wat, i fell sick and had fever. =.=

today had choir cca exposure, and i was like one of the in-charge la..and i didnt know anything. -.- halfway through it, tricia came up and asked me to go down and help them in the inter-class captian's ball games. so i went and played. and we won 2-5 ! yay !! =D overall we got second (: but i sprained my ankle [ sooo pain! ] all because of some peepo who was fighting for the stupid ball..
can i still miss you? do i still have the right to? confused..):

BIGfish ; 7:26 PM(:

20060515

lalala ~ hmmm....just realised something, and it really helped me a lot (:
hahahz...me going crazy liao la..exams here liao [ FINALLY can ] waited for sooo long..haha

im sorry jie...really sorry. i will try my best to change :D

BIGfish ; 2:37 PM(:

20060506

i really need someone to save meee !!!!! or else i will either cry until i dehydrate and die or i will suffer from depression and go into some mental hospital.......
these few days are really bad for me..im now like a criminal...just because of one stupid tiny winy idiotic mistake i made which she didnt even bother to tell me, im transparent to her la...walao..must at least tell me wat i did wrong rite..): im not lost la can.....do i even exist on the earth?? i think some people out there already given up on me already...
haiz..have been crying for the past few nights mann..no more tears already..serious..how i wish i just sleep and never wake up again...
i miss someone badly..

BIGfish ; 10:36 PM(:

20060503

hmm...today..was quite ok la..but i was kinda off...wasnt really smiling..
me and joyce almost went up to the top floor and jump down...but in the end didnt went up. cos after i still have to play for chapel..and the sec 4s dunno having wat, den cannot go up to that storey...
sad rite? hee..
Lord, thank You for all that You've given us..I know that You are always beside us in every moment of our lives..O Lord, i commit chris unto Your hands..Lord, lay Your healing hands on him that he will recover as soon as possible, so that he can be Your good disciple and reach out to others Lord. Help him to fight the virus or disease that is attacking his body..cleanse him and purify him so that he can be a good example of what a christian is..Bless him, Father, with a good rest tonight..Amen.

BIGfish ; 10:46 PM(: