HERSwithGOD.|

20060627

i dont know what to say or even where to start but i never would have guessed it'd be you to break my heart. you can just walk away but i don't feel the same. my love for you was true but to you it was all a game.
i wish there were a way i could go back in time to hold you in my arms as if you're still mine. please someone tell me when this pain will go away, when i'll forget the past and move on to another day.
a day where just for once your face won't cross my mind. i won't think of our memories, i'll just leave them behind. i won't think of our good nights or the way you made me feel. i'll move on to someone new; someone whose love is real.
i won't miss your sweet messages, i won't long to talk to you through the night. the memory of you will finally disappear and never again for you shall i shed another tear.
i'm saying all these right now wishing it would be true but i know tonight, i'll go to bed, crying over you.. =(

BIGfish ; 7:17 PM(:

20060616

wOots ~ tmr going back to taiwan !! YAY !!! :D waited sooo long for this day to come ! hahhaz..
gonna go back there and shop although i brought one whole stack of homework there.. ): must finish them before i come back sia..jialart can !
but...i die also must shop..hahahaz...anyways, if you wan anything..just sms me ((: i will TRY my best to get it kies? hahaz..
well..i miss someone badly..cant even sleep properly these few days..wat can i do? haiz..

BIGfish ; 10:56 PM(:

20060611

well, life has been normal for me these past few days..except that i kinda lost something [or should i say someone?] dunno whether to be happy or sad..but it's really..er..i dunno. it really hurts, and i didnt cry...not even a teardrop, so it's like torture to me !! ): i've really given up..
without you, im feeling soo empty inside. wat should i do? the only thing i could do now is only to forget all about you, or should i continue loving you?? i really have no idea. but it's good to see you live happily, so just be happy..

BIGfish ; 6:11 PM(: