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im happy because i have a reason to smile...but i feel like crying.

why? i have no idea...i cant imagine people getting mad and angry over one piece of small paper...somemore its that type super thin wan. no important information on it...den can quarrel until like tat. aye..have you ever thought of us? wat do you think huh? wanna get married den married ah...wanna divorce den divorce ah?! wat crap ! >.<
haiz...i really dunwanna go through another time of this....serious...i have forgotten the pain long ago...and i have absolutely no idea if the pain is still there..it's like already numb to me...i dunwanna be reminded of the pain mann...if i can, how i wish i could call you ' dad '..

BIGfish ; 11:19 PM(: